yes, this is kind of random and I’m taking my medications of course. Just not really on time which gives me symptoms of pain.
I’m so sick by Flyleaf
Pain by Jimmy Eat World
billy talent – Nothing to lose
a bootleg version of Borgeous – Invincible
billy talent- Standing in the rain
other bootleg of Borgeous – Invincible
billy talent- River Below
Three Days Grace – Animal
Three Days Grace – I hate everything about you
Bullet for my Valentine – All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)
This is hardstyle music from 2007, Headhunterz is one of my favourite producers in this EDM genre.
I do love this track, it’s from my early days of listening to hardstyle ❤
he always makes sure that
his words are heard, loud and clearly
I feel like nothing worth
they made cruel fun of him, those 70s kids
so of course the offspring got the curse
only this child was a girl,
and thank god
she had it easier in many ways, exept
the real unspoken truth, living in her head
lost in imagination, being so innocent
this didn’t last long, soon she never wanted
to be in classroom, in school yard or most of all
on her way home from Hell,
then she wishes
for heavy rainfall to pour down, to hide it
very well, sorry little girl; I know it’s hard
to speak of this, the deep issues and wounds
I see through the Darkness,
bright Light within us, both
This is my story, my fathers story as well and to say it’s still painful, is the honest truth. I still move forward, no matter what
Tell us about your first day at something — school, work, as a parent, etc.
I met my father in Autumn 2007 after 12 years not knowing him. It was him who contacted us, we actually met three times at a spescific location with someone else present. I’m not going into details about why he didn’t visit our home.
I remember being very nervous and excited about meeting him, btw I was an emo kid so I wore heavy black eyeliner on that faithful day.
When I saw him walking past the room I was like ‘omg, he really is just like me!’ and that was true every time we met, I was used to see how I was similar to my mother in political views and philosophy etc but my appearance is more like his and the way we think and respond to others.
This was profound in every way, and I am grateful for those moments and when the conversations were friendly (they were not always, I mention again he wasn’t in our home), and I learned a lot about him and myself in these experiences. I hope this was interesting to others, and true Sámi passion forever ❤
yesterday when I was shopping cider at the local store they asked me for identification to confirm my age. I’m kind of used to it but this is funny because I’m really 31 years old and I think it’s because the way I dress like a teenager, I nearly always wear a hoodie and my AS likely make me seem younger maybe?
Thank you for asking, I think it can be a type of compliment really 😀 ❤
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