temporal lobe epilepsy

My friend the bully

WARNING; EMBARRASSING AND PAINFUL TOPICS

I need to talk about this now, it’s building up within me and I hope this will work somewhat

My friend was a girl bully and had extreme ADHD, of African ancestry and an Aries by sun. Some of the worst things I’ve heard came from her words. I got the impression we were friends mostly so she could have a friend (me) who needed her a lot and was loyal to her because the others were bullying me. I also had accidents often. She told her friends I was retarded and wore diapers that she changed and put on me. This thing really hurts to write 😭😣💔 but it was all lies, she didn’t do these job of course

So I had a bully friend in 8th to 10th grade

Temporal lobe epilepsy and schizoaffective

TLE: Confusion on waking up at 4 am shaking like a leaf, nonsense voices and visual hallucinations of neurological origins. Feeling VERY out of it, distant and strange feeling in head. And of course my first documented tonic seizure where I lost consciousness I had in public space, btw my eyes were open and it lasted 5 minutes I don’t remember anything and was so confused by normal questions.

SZA: voice-hearing with words making sense negative critical voices with personality and my severe paranoid delusions, manic depressive and seeing connection between things other people do not. I cannot describe anymore now, might update soon.

Thank you for reading ❤