Grevens alvor

How do you plan your goals?

Warning: mix of very serious topics and some strange sense of humor in writing.

The favourite of mine is the fruit champagne cider. I like the perry and the raspberry ones a lot also. It’s 4,7% alcohol and half litre cans. I have tendency for binge-drinking and some frequent use of these in summer time. But.. I don’t have a winter habit, mostly because the snow makes heavy drinks very challenging.. no, the drinks make the snow storms worse?

If you don’t know me already; I’m an autistic with schizoaffective condition and I’m from Norway. My name include Ingvild as part of my identity.

Some lyrics in my mind thoughts put together:

I want a girl with lips like morphine. Fallen leaves on the ground. Determined and strong, in it’s pride and glory. Exit light, enter night. Caution, there’s just no limits to the boundaries you push.

So my goals are not planned, I just follow my heart and use my very strong imagination for the most part.

Now I mention some of my usual mentioned astrology info again;

I’m a fighter spirit and sidereal system astrology quadruple Leo (Sun, Ascendant/Rising sign, Mercury and Chiron; all planets in 12th house) plus a 4th house Scorpio sign Moon with Pluto right on IC/Nadir point. In the tropical system (Western) astrology double Virgo and Sagittarius sign Moon. In 12th and 4th house in this system, too.

I always keep a bottle near (part II)

How do you plan your goals?

Note: I go into details about different topics. And I have chosen the pictures with deliberate action.

Yeah, I’m a summer season alcoholic since around year 2019. I’m binge-drinking alone listening to my favourite music on my good quality sound system or just with earphones on my old iPod touch, I like cider and alcopop (rusbrus) plus raspberry flavour rum and mild taste blueberry vodka. I call myself a ‘Razzpergian’ because I love Bacardi Razz and I have Asperger syndrome.

I plan my goals in management ways, I break down what I do in several pieces. I get these plans working together with family and mental health support network including psychiatric doctor and specialised nurse. I have written down plan with what actions to take in mental illness worsening.

So these are a few ways how I get things done and plan for future, coping with my mental illness. And my alcohol use.. could be less, and will be less!

Thank you for listening ❤