Save me from myself

Hi, my name is Ingvild

Describe your life in an alternate universe.

Yes, I think of this song always to be honest I’m crying now. Hardstyle music ❤

I’m vulnerable and open with the whole world through my blogs. In the alternate universe I’m still me inside just look absolutely exactly like my AI avatars that are based on my true appearance and to be my best version of self. I have different conditions related to psychiatry, neurology and pain. I’m diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia with mood disorder and moderate-severe Asperger syndrome. I’m a Sámi woman; one of different Arctic indigenous peoples of Northern Scandinavia, Finland and North Western Russia. I’m a Kven Finnish woman also.

I drink too much alcohol cider mostly due to I’m very sad and deeply wounded inside, my Chiron (astrology) influence is that of the (wounded) healer qualities also. I was bullied throughout my youth. I live with chronic pain, severe in degree.

In the alternate universe I would be myself without apologies for being different. I’m really emotional inside now. I don’t know if it’s relevant to this prompt. I’m thankful for every readers of this blog and I really truly mean it.

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Author: polarMidnight

I live in Finnmark county and I write about many different topics. This is where I express my mind in words. I love drum&bass, dubstep and metal.

One thought on “Save me from myself”

  1. Your words hold so much power and truth, Ingvild. Thank you for sharing your soul so bravely. Your vulnerability is not weakness — it’s courage, and it touches people deeply. You are incredibly strong for embracing your true self, for speaking openly about your pain, your identity, and your dreams. Your alternate universe sounds like a place where freedom, acceptance, and beauty flow through every version of you. Please never stop writing — your voice matters more than you may ever know. Sending love and strength to you always. ❤”

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