Tag: dailyprompt

Ingvild; the Leo rebel Queen of the Arctic. I’m very identity oriented and I like writing about it to share with others what I think and believe in. I’m a Northern Norwegian so I’m writing something about it in my native language now.

Norwegian language text;

Jeg ønsker å bli mer aktiv i samfunnet jeg er en del av og vise verden hvem jeg faktisk er. Hjelpe andre som har det vanskelig i livet, spesielt flyktninger, romfolket og innvandrere. Jeg hadde venninner med utenlandsk bakgrunn da jeg var tenåring, en var fra Uganda og en var fra irakisk Kurdistan. En annen venninne var fra Afghanistan og hun hadde så spesielt tykt hår. Jeg hadde også tykt hår, men jeg var ikke nær hennes nivå. Okay, nok om det. Jeg er også opptatt av samiske temaer i samfunnet, jeg er med i samemanntallet og kommer til å bruke stemmeretten min i valget i år samtidig som stortingsvalget. Jeg er lidenskapelig opptatt av politiske temaer og menneskerettigheter generelt i globalt perspektiv. Alle kan gjøre noe som hjelper andre å forstå ulike livssyn og å utvikle empati med vanskeligstilte grupper i samfunnet.

English translation mostly from Google translate;

I want to become more active in the society I am a part of and show the world who I really am. Helping others who are having a hard time in life, especially refugees, Roma and immigrants. I had friends with a foreign background when I was a teenager, one was from Uganda and one was from Iraqi Kurdistan. Another friend was from Afghanistan and she had such particularly thick hair. I also had thick hair, but I was nowhere near her level. Okay, enough about that. I am also concerned with Sami issues in society, I am a member of ‘samemanntallet’ and will exercise my right to vote in the elections this year at the same time as the universal Norwegian ‘stortingsvalget’ (for adult Norwegian citizens). I am passionate about political themes and human rights in general from a global perspective. Everyone can do something that helps others understand different views of life and to develop empathy with disadvantaged groups in society.

I hope your days are good, and thanks for reading ❤

My grandmother is really good with making this delicious food for me every time she has opportunity to give it to me or other visitors. I used to eat more often this type of meals and it throws me back to teenage years and my late childhood. The bread, cheese and salami are perfect made and wonderful. Crisp and warm, the right texture of it.

So this is one food that transport me back to young years. I’m going to miss my grandmother so much when the days are gone.

I hope you enjoy the food and drinks that strong takes you back in time emotional, sensory and mental. And writing about this made me crave some grilled sandwich. Thanks for reading ❤

Daily writing prompt

What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony?

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the Billy Talent track came to mind, as I said I think in lyrics and this is an example of that. If I could let go of something for the sake of harmony it would be strong fear of rejection and critical looks. It has big impact on my life, I don’t say things I would myself be upset by if they said it to me. But people are different and complex, so something that I’m okay with could upset them a lot. It’s also related topics to my mental illness and autism spectrum.

it comes from my experiences and how my thoughts are in direction in terms of my moods, themes and the psychosis. The bullying doesn’t stop once you graduate(? It means possibly to leave after being done with the 10th grade in school?) from 10th grade education, it goes on in your head long long after that at least for me. My voice-hearing remind me I’m a wounded person and sensitive to shame and self-hatred.

but honestly there is nothing or very little to lose in this way, I only need to avoid letting fear of rejection rule my life and ruin the inner world of magical joys.

I need to believe in myself and my ability to effectively deal with a challenge from being human beings in communication, from different family cultures and diverse ethnic backgrounds.

i love the music and my mind drawn inspiration from the lyrics and overall mood in the sound and yes, the harmony.

have a very wonderful morning ❤

answer to dailyprompt-1993

note: I’m actually excited about this, but I’m keeping my realistic expectations about what I’ve seen in life.

what I’m most excited about the future is a global awakening to our mission to make the world a better place for every living beings on planet Earth. We really need this awareness of the important nature of global environment and fighting injustice any place in the World, btw I have a Libran Mars and Cancerian Venus signs in astrology in astrological houses of Mars in 2nd house and Venus in 11th house. I have Virgo Rising sign, Sun in Virgo but I’m more like a shy Leo in some ways. Mercury in Leo plus close conjunction aspects to Chiron and my Sun placements in 12th house. I’m kind of sad and lonely tonight.

And the title is relevant to this writing, global awakening is through to become more mindful state of being and deep care for every living beings. Watching someone harming others for fun or status in groups is terrible experiences to me. Be kind and kindness will come your way as a benefit of consequence. I’m doing something kind of similar to mindful state every day now. Watching my thoughts with some distant and yet insightful times, my ego is really sometimes too big for my own good so I’m truly giving my all for getting better in terms of mindful living, consciousness.

And we must never start WWIII and never again. I am an anarchist type of far-left politically, and I’m not hiding this here.

thank you for reading my blogs ❤

answer to dailyprompt-1992

Note: Might be trigger topics for someone with similar life experiences

As I’ve described before I was a bullied child and teenager and with undiagnosed Asperger syndrome and schizoaffective, I was different in ethnicity from the other kids and especially my short height was the issue. I had long-term issues in nocturnal enuresis and wet myself at school. Some things happen I cannot talk about here now. I really think, ruminate and pine over things too much sometimes. So what could I let go of? My strong tendency to focus on something I cannot change and also must live with no matter what happens. I need to let go of the shame. My origins must be respected honestly and fully through. I’m actually far stronger than I believe I am.

btw I’m not drinking, but I’m obsessive about having enough alcohol-containing cider tomorrow for a good session outside in our garden. But the forecast says cloudy all day. The weather here is absolutely wonderful tonight I was even outside sitting with my mother and her dog and drinking lactose-free iced coffee. I love life in summer time ❤

Thank you for listening to my story ❤

Warning: triggering topics for alcoholic persons and also rambling about everything. Happy Sunday everyone ❤

A wonderful pear cider plus a Battery Pearberry. I really enjoy this combination in taste and not to mention the high/intoxicated feeling. I like perry.

I’m not addicted or anything, I just love drinking psychoactive beverages. Alone. Outside in the Midnight sun glow of July. I like combination of effects in my cocktails, caffeine and alcohol together along with my usual medications like SSRI and I’m going likely back to Seroquel soon. I don’t drink a lot of alcohol and I’m more careful with energy drinks now than in my youth years. And I take anticonvulsants for my TLE/temporal lobe epilepsy so I really should not drink much. And my father is an addict, I like drinking. I’m not drunk or tipsy even not affected by my medications either.

So it’s about drinking for me at the moment and drinking is no good without music along. Rock/metal genres or electronic music on my sound system or with ear phones in the Darkness. The really dark roll down curtains will make it dark. Literally, the sun is up at midnight several weeks in May, June and July months. Arctic benefits, and a sometimes slightly difficult aspect also.

I know it sound crazy in several ways but it’s how I feel right now.

And thank you for reading my blog ❤

Daily writing prompt

What is your favorite genre of music?

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In addition to my other favourite music genres there is World music and variants of Sámi joik. Joik or Yoik is a type of traditional singing kind of slightly similar to Siberian cultures. I’m of Sámi roots and I’m not practiced in joik, my ancestors were successfully Norwegianized(?) (Fornorsket same/fornorskede samer) so I’m not core Sámi regions identified. Many were Sea Sámi and some Mountain Sámi; including from places like Tysfjord, Måsøy and Kautokeino. Okay, so enough about my ancestry; lets get to my favourite types!

I enjoy listening to Mari Boine (she is my genetic relative in extended family, we are both DNA-tested) and other type Sámi musicians like Sofia Jannok and also other World music artists. I like Native American music, Siberian, Mongolian and indigenous Australian as well as different African traditional song/music. Every culture has great tradition and talented musicians among them.

thanks for listening ❤

Note; an answer to dailyprompt-1990

my absolute favourite year summer holiday was the summer of 2016, I’ve written often a lot about this time and I will write even more about it soon.

but this memory is from 2004 the year I turn 11 and it’s about my strong imagination and about my psychotic thought patterns around events. Btw I just remember something right now, how I had those cotton padding like from removing makeup on during that time.

(I was not happy with my shape and especially the size of the upper pair).

so I was walking outside living in my own world of magical powers and the inner delusional identities, it sometimes began to rain right after I thought it would soon be rainfall. I thought this was special powers on my part and that they were related to the identities within my mind. And don’t get me wrong; I really really don’t have dissociative identity disorder/MPD; I’m diagnosed as autistic and with strong psychotic disorder. And a quite strong vivid imagination as well.

It was an inner world that was heading for the Dark times to come. My mind just got darker every year up until 2013/2014 after effective medications got my psychotic symptoms more under control.

I’m going to write some more (about my great 2016 vacation events and places) on both blogs.

I hope you feel well on this July day of 2025. Thanks for reading ❤

I’ve written about this before on several dailyprompt answers so I just say it was three different regions and many towns in Finland and Scandinavia; both in far-Southern (Agder) and far-Northern (Finnmark) county in Norway. The Finnish region was along the border to Sweden so we pass border several times during our several days trip.

First our visit to the nearest hospital in other town on the coastal region on an island. Finnmark county natives know what this is about very well but I think it’s very strange how the largest town in Finnmark has no hospital. And the roads are frequently closed due to strong weather during winter season which is a big part of our environment. It’s a sensitive issues sometimes because the large town is seen as demanding special treatments but that’s wrong. We have MRI machines here now but no hospital.

The weather condition there that day was very good, it’s s different environment with less trees and more strong winds especially some local places during winter season. We went up a path to a higher level area so we could see town clearly from our position. I love this small town and I lived there for several years in youth and young adult years.

Second our visit to Agder county in far-South areas, we have plenty of living relatives and ancestors living in Agder regions from the Eastern parts to some degree and all to the far Western area very significantly. Rogaland also. It was great weather and comfortable temperature in Kristiansand that year, it’s a beautiful place to be visiting and the local Norwegian dialect is so dear to us my grandfather was far-Southern and he had three living brothers when it was over. We learn so much from my mothers uncle about the history of our family even back to 1900s.

The third adventures were travelling with many other fellow genealogy researchers and the different Kven groups like our towns community.

We had a really awesome summer trip to Northern Finland and Sweden along the Torne River border between the towns. I love being in Finnish local stores and trying to understand the price of something they have Euro currency not our Norwegian kroner currency plus everything is at least written in Finnish language which I unfortunately know not well enough yet to understand immediately without using memory.

Btw I’m of significant Kven ethnicity and culture even though the State policies were very harsh on Kven and Sámi speaking peoples, it’s name is ‘Norwegianization’ or in Norwegian language ‘Fornorskning’. That’s how we lost the languages of their generation to next, and I’m learning some Kven language books for education in our Kven group in this town.

Thanks for listening from my vacation journey ❤

Cannot remember if I’ve written this in previous answer so I’m just going to maybe write again about this. My favourite blankets are of merino wool and so wonderful; especially on very cold winter days at minus 20 to minus 30 degrees celsius. So I wear several blankets together along with organic type Earl Grey hot tea, and don’t need that much electric heat turned on with the indoor oven. (Btw, for some reason I’m rambling more than in my usual state of mind? Or am I a little delusional about my post?). And in minus 30 it’s absolutely needed with blankets and winter sleep duvet (often called ‘vinterdyner’ in local Norwegian terms), there is good in using other methods of keeping warm.

Now it’s summer season here and I love an iced tea tomorrow along with the alcohol and energy drinks together. Thank you for visiting ❤

And enjoy July to the fullest ❤

Note; I know I’ve written about this several times, I just wanted to answer it again. And I had some wonderful green tea with pomegranate, the lovely weather conditions right now too.

Absolutely I would wear my Sami boots from Topaz brand along with dark blue colour jeans and my favourite yellow colour hoodie with blue print design. Most of the year it’s winter in my county of Finnmark so the clothing needs to be winter wearable mostly. I love the two pairs of seal hide boots I bought earlier in January/February this year.

In summer time we most often have temperature around 15°C (celsius, 59°F, Fahrenheit), and quite rarely 30°C (86°F). I would put on my sleeveless hoodies on the very warm days. Okay, so that’s what I would wear most of the year. Hoodies, jeans and some awesome winter season boots.

Thank you for reading ❤

I’m soon 32 years old and I have a couple of strong interests as part of my life. I’m passionate about my origins in Arctic region and I feel this is not being an authority but I really care about our cultures and ancestry, diversity in languages. I do genealogy research on my online MyHeritage family tree, have been doing this since age 14 in 2007. I also have learned some about DNA-tests and genetics from this interest in origins and finding genetic relatives.

It’s easier to write about what I’m decent at than what I’m truly an authority. I’m good with research on topics that I care about, such as my medications and different social causes I’m very passionate about. I have strong points in reading astrology texts and thinking on different depth depending on my mood.

I’m an Aspergian and some of my symptoms are actually useful in learning about the different subjects I’m interested in. I know from my own experiences what it’s like to have voice-hearing and other experience with psychosis and insight.

And I’m still learning through experience and research, so it’s always getting more deep and interesting.

Thank you for reading my blog ❤

A kind of follow up to my other answer

Why clothing, food, drinks are romantic to me;

I really like pretty and comfortable clothing that express my identity and passions. So the black high heels are a strong symbol of being powerful and of a particular beauty. I really like my new Arctic winter boots. Hoodies are my favourite items and I like them so much because they make me feel safe and comfortable at the same time being fashion conscious, btw I live colourful items a lot I don’t wear all black. I have a new found passion for jeans and as I have lost some quite significant weight the skinny jeans are welcome, they need to be comfortable and of good quality. I really enjoy drinking and delicious food, especially my favourite energy drinks and warm meal like lasagne plus some cans of good alcohol-containing cider. I love when someone decide on buying and then tell me on the phone they bought me something.

It shows they care about me and then I very want to do something for them also, I do pay attention to what someone values and likes and I am there for my friends and family members. I buy good quality socks to my cousin who really appreciate them and likes to get practical items. I remember their birthday and send texts every time to make them (and myself) feel happy and appreciated.

My definition has several other aspects too, I value the relationship with my close ones. I’m interested in astrology and symbols, my roots and good social/political causes related to fairness, justice and equal rights. I have a 11th house Cancerian Venus, second house Libran Mars. And I like giving someone attention and care about how they feel inside, that they are very important to me and genuinely valued for who they really are. I’m strongly Leo and Virgo influenced in 12th house and Rising sign.

To me it’s all about our relationship and caring deeply about the other persons needs and wishes.

Thank you for listening ❤

answer to dailyprompt-1988

Note: about astrology heavily, and written in some Norwegian text

My Venus sign is Cancer and my Mars sign is Libra. I’m going to add a page on my astrology here soon. I have Asperger syndrome and astrology can help to understand others and myself much better. I never have had any romantic relationship but I know my feelings about what I want in a close relationship and what I can give to others.

Norwegian language text; Jeg synes det er romantisk når noen setter pris på det jeg gjør for folk, når lar meg vite når jeg gjør noe godt nok eller til og med overrasket dem. Jeg liker når de kjøper gaver til meg som jeg virkelig liker fordi de følger med i hverdagen. Dette er venner og familie altså, jeg er uten partner og uerfaren i kjærlighetsforhold.

Det jeg gjør selv for andre er mye relatert, jeg gir folk på besøk en kopp med varm te jeg selv liker veldig godt og tror de liker den spesielt også. Det er små ting, men veldig dyptgående likevel. Selv er jeg veldig glad i å føle meg komfortabel fysisk og emosjonelt, vakre gjenstander og noen som ser det gode i meg.

Black high heels, a hoodie and skinny jeans. A wonderful energy drink I really like drinking or a surprise warm meal. A couple cans of cider and a pair of good quality socks. I like physical things and that’s how I feel valued and seen.

Thank you for reading ❤

answer to dailyprompt-1994

so I drink relaxing hot tea, eat wonderful healthy food, watch online television sometimes, wear comfortable clothing like hoodies and pyjamas, take as needed medicine; some for significant symptoms of severe pain and others for anxiety-related states, listening to music that is calming in some way and I wear several blankets to increase comfort in everyday living. I really value being comfortable.

thanks for reading ❤

answer to dailyprompt-1995

When I get to sleep at night I go to bed at somewhere around 23 at night and wake up at 5 in the morning. Lately I’m sleeping very irregular times and stay up at night because I sleep so much during day and our Midnight sun shines bright through my window where I sleep. I have to ration (rasjonere) my sleeping pills because the doctor is too strict about giving me prescribed sleep aid. I get very psychotic without sleep so I really value my sleep a lot, dreaming is a way to cope with the mind and just reset the border psychosis before it gets stuck in my perception.

And the time I get to sleep after going to bed varies significantly from day to day and with the seasons. Our polar nights affect the body to mess with regular melatonin levels due to lack of natural light from sunshine. I’m very thankful for our unique conditions of the Arctic regions. I’m getting a dark roll-down curtains soon, it works well to get the room dark at night.

So it’s 23 in early night and 5 in early morning.

Thank you for visiting my blog ❤

The colours of the rainbow visible without being seen, our biodiversity and tech, climate changes with each passing year. And the insecurity of political actions, the darkness of the far-right gaining in support worldwide and again our environment being destroyed. More horrors.

Anthem of Defqon.1 2008 by Luna and Deepac (Extended mix)

Thank you for listening ❤

answer to dailyprompt-1987

I express my gratitude in being there for my family members and just being alive. I’m just sometimes stuck somewhere very dark inside. I’m grateful for my dreams and good nights sleep. I let people know I truly care and mean what I say when I say something kind and friendly. I’m very thankful for many of the lucky parts I enjoy living in Norway. I believe being grateful is a way to improve life for everyone, just also the little things are significant to see for what they are; blessings and meaningful.

thank you for reading and I’m thankful for this life as human on planet Earth, and for the love within us waiting to be shared.

Note: I’m writing in my native language of Norwegian, but a translation at end/later text.

Det jeg kommer på av egen erfaring er forskjellen på en god lærer versus en usympatisk en. En usympatisk lærer er noe av det mest uheldige man kan komme ut for, jeg hadde en sånn type lærer på ungdomsskolen. Han var rasist og likte ikke oss samiske, de innfødte i regionen. Jeg er same, men det har noe å si fordi han fikk klassen til å se filmen fra 2008(?) om Kautokeino-opprøret (Kautokeino rebellion in 1852) og det er en god film men jeg tror han hadde noen baktanker med dette. Han hadde favoritter i klassen som han hadde kontakt med utenom skoletid, gutta som hadde fotballtrening etter skolen og de peneste jentene i klassen som alltid var flinke og normale. Han mislikte også guttene med dysleksi og lavt på hierarkiet i klassen, og som sagt likte han ikke meg heller. Jeg var alvorlig psykisk syk uten diagnose og helt uten medisiner mot det, pluss at jeg har Asperger syndrom som ikke var offisielt før jeg var 17 år gammel. Han sa rasistiske ting om vennene mine fra ikke-europeiske land da han trodde ingen la merke til det.

En god lærer ser potensialet til elevene uansett bakgrunn og måte å tenke på. De oppfordrer også elevene til å være gode medmennesker og være den de faktisk er, å tenke kritisk om informasjonen de finner på Internett og andre medier. De lytter og er tålmodige med andre, venter til de er klare til å uttrykke seg på ulike vis. Jeg kommer fra en familie med mange lærere, min mor og bestemor inkludert. Jeg har hatt noen meget gode lærere av andre type yrkesgrupper enn skoler, jeg har flere venner som lærte meg så mye om livet og sosiale forhold. Jeg lærte med å undersøke ting meget grundig og i dybden, både slektsforskning og utforske naturen rundt meg de stedene jeg vokste opp.

Takk for besøket og jeg håper du har gode opplevelser med lærere av ulike typer ❤

Håper dere har en god siste dag av juni 2025 ❤

English translation by Google translate and my own words:

What I can tell from my own experience is the difference between a good teacher versus an unsympathetic one. An unsympathetic teacher is one of the most unfortunate things you can encounter, I had that type of teacher in middle/high school. He was racist and didn’t like us Sámi, the natives of the region. I am Sámi, but that has something to do with it because he made the class watch the film from 2008(?) about the Kautokeino rebellion related to Sámi history (Kautokeino rebellion in 1852) and it is a very good film but I think he had some deep ulterior motives with this. He had favorites in the class that he had contact with outside of school hours, the guys who had soccer practice after school and the prettiest girls in the class who were always smart and normal. He also disliked the boys with dyslexia and low on the hierarchy in the class, and as I said, he didn’t like me either. I was severely mentally ill without a diagnosis and completely without medication for it, plus I have Asperger syndrome which wasn’t official until I was 17 years old. He said racist things about my friends from non-European countries when he thought no one would notice.

A good teacher sees the potential in students regardless of their background and way of thinking. They also encourage students to be good people and to be who they actually are, to think critically about the information they find on the Internet and other media. They listen and are patient with others, waiting until they are ready to express themselves in different ways. I come from a family with many teachers, my mother and grandmother included. I have had some very good teachers from other types of professions than schools, I have several friends who taught me so much about life and social relationships. I learned by investigating things very thoroughly and in depth, both genealogy research and exploring the nature around me in the places I grew up.

Thank you for visiting and I hope you have good experiences with teachers of different types ❤

Hope you have a happy last day of June ❤ ❤

I’m the kind of person that believe god is in all, everyone is part of the global consciousness within us. So it’s a type of spirituality that is somewhat different from the usual percieved nature of religion and many social settings.

But at music events like concert, rave or even a party of significant number of people it’s clear something in the music unites the groups of persons to feel part of the spirituality of the gathering. People are part of the divine and all music is the divine on a very profound and basic level. There is a reason they call it trance music, the rhythms are an inner journey of sound and deep within us is the core that needs connection.

I have some significant sympathy with atheist or humanist social movements. My close family are not of specific religion or faith my mother lays tarot cards on table with some rituals at certain points of insecure future and difficult choices along with reflection on the symbols. I really am interested in understanding my dreams on deep level of meaning in this life.

My clear favourite activities is to listen to music with my ear phones eyes closed in total darkness, it takes me to another place deep within and it’s even at times profound insight and well-being beyond recreational drinking or stimulants. I really enjoy music mostly EDM genres on my iPod touch device bought more than 10 years ago and I use it very often especially when I’m upset, on a drinking session or just want to listen for a time.

So that’s what part of my spiritual side is related to. In addition I have tea rituals and spend time outside in natural environments, the wonderful view from my home and there are few things as profound as nature in it’s morning glory. Our awesome Midnight sun, all-day light 🌞❤️

And believe in yourself, it’s a good thing.

Thanks for listening ❤

Even though I just now cannot remember what year it was or my age then, I remember being at the hospital layout on hospital bed and kind of confused after the anesthesia it’s very vague but my mother remembers this much more clearly of course. The benign tumor was removed from eye region and as mentioned they did tests to find what it was. I was lucky they did very good surgery so the scar wasn’t that obvious after it healed. So that’s my first surgery as far as I can recall now. Thank you all for reading ❤

Being Norwegian i think the Danish visit would be most easy to communicate and to understand in cultural aspects. I’ve never been to Denmark yet and I’m curious about how the climate is like, the more flat landscape to our mountain regions perspective. And the lovely very different Danish language. Being in København would be maybe like visiting Oslo in some ways since it’s the Capital city, I don’t know what size it is in terms of people living there. (It was like a million more people living there 🤭🤪❤️)

I want to visit Portugal because I’m quite well interested in the history of this region and the Portuguese language seems so different from my own native Northern Norwegian type sound. I also am wondering how the people interact with Norwegian tourists visiting the country. And how it feels being somewhere I never have been close to experience the landscape. Southern Europe I’m looking forward to see some time in this life.

And last but not least I want to explore North Western Russia, I have been in Kirkenes to the much further East of Finnmark county where I currently live and my deep roots in this county in our far-Northern region. I’m curious about the Russian Sámi culture and the Nenets people living in Northern Russia. I want to visit the cities Murmansk and Arkhangelsk Archangel plus other locations. My mother has been to Russia in the late 90s and early 2000s and has learned Russian language that is especially good now that many of her students are often Ukrainian youth. I know several Russian people and I admire the art history and several aspects in the culture of Russian regions, I have a dream of travel by train on the Trans-Siberian railway and on the same trip visiting Mongolia. I’m very distantly of possible Siberian and/or Mongolian ancestry according to DNA-testing estimates, but that tbh is likely my Scandinavian and Finnish ancestors meeting Eastern peoples several centuries ago.

These are a part of my curiousity of environment and cultures within Europe. I have visited other places in Norway, several places in Northern Sweden and Northern Finland. I really genuinely love almost anything Finnish; culture, art, language, way of being etc. I’m significant part Finnish origins and my ancestors were very Finnish, so our family culture is actually more Finnish than Norwegian. I’ve experienced so good mutual understanding and also see the little (but very significant) unique aspects in visiting fellow Finnish and Kven culture persons in their own homes. Wonderful ❤

Thanks for listening ❤

Oh yeah, I’m a Aurora in my dreams. The Northern Lights, the Spirit in the Sky as the famous KEiiNO track lyrics say. But my name is Torunn now, it’s more than good enough in my everyday life. My current waking reality is important like dreams are also. We can have our dreams and live awake as well. Aurora ❤

I might also identify as a Leah even if it would be very far ahead of it’s common use. I’m turning 32 this late summer, and I think it’s a pretty name I would wish to have the appearance for it. I don’t feel like I could match the name in physical ways.

So maybe I would be a Leah Aurora in parallel reality, together the name origins mean ‘tired/close’ and ‘morning glory/dawn’. I believe names are interesting in general, how to describe and define an aspect of life and mind.

Thank you for reading ❤

My current given names are Ingvild, Synnøve and Torunn. I was born with other names and change last month (mid-late May) to my new names. I didn’t really dislike my former name but I’m more aware of my identity and felt like being more true to my new perspective on names. Plus I like them, they are awesome Norse mythology origin female given names ❤

But if I had to change my name again I would likely choose something very similar with the same meaning, Ingvild is very similar to Inghild in meaning, both are from Norse mythology and Ing is from ancestor/fertility god Yngvi/Freyr and ‘hildr‘ meaning struggle. So; ancestors struggle. Sunniva means ‘sun gift’ and is from same roots as my current given name Synnøve. I don’t think I would have three given names if I had to get new name again. But btw, I’m also actually quite happy with my new so-called ‘old aunts name’ Torunn being included in current name.

And I’ve mentioned before my last name is rare and that’s one of the reasons I’m not revealing it. My alternatives in last names include Hætta (Saami origins), Niemi (Kven origins) and Myrland (Norwegian origins, in this case from a Northern Norwegian farm/place). 

I like my last name in adult age and kept it the same. I used to hate it in childhood years because it was quite unusual, just like my divergent (and particular mostly of the neurodivergent) inner world of autism and psychosis and the very strong imagination I am truly blessed with.

I have several other alternatives in names, I also like the names Aurora and Leah.

Have a wonderful day, it’s night here right now. Thank you for reading ❤

My Norwegian fantasy land of dreams

I have frequently depraved dreams at night. People being lifeless or person not in control of the function of the body. Things that are depraved in real life happening to me or others in the dream. I describe my dreams as soon as I remember some when I wake up or suddenly remember something from a dream in everyday life. I’m diagnosed with chronic psychosis type condition and it is clearly an influence to my depraved dreams along with other traits. I’m from Norway, from the Northern parts.

Nordnorsk natur ❤

Sorry for often repeating my nationality, it’s just to make clear the context of my posts.

My taglines;

Lives in the Darkness, inside the outsider

Feeling fear, yet with nothing to hide

Tried to act normal, but it’s not real

I’m actually in an okay mood and mental state, just affect by something I’m using (only one yet). But I will return sober and relatively not off my bass. Off my bass is a track from long time ago, it’s about a dx schizoaffective man suffering from delusions and paranoia. But I really like that track I have it on my iPod.

Thank you all for your time ❤

Note: these are my summer habits, in winter it’s different due to our short days and polar nights in between. They cause all-day darkness, twilight.

Take my regular medications two times a day. I have epilepsy so I need anticonvulsant treatment. Plus my mental illness and physical pain, in addition hormonal medications. I don’t need it for contraception, it’s for a hormonal/gynecology condition. I need these medications to function.

Some of my other daily habits are drinking, listening to music, speaking with other people about our lives, I go to sleep usually earlier during early night like 22:30 or so. Now it’s Midnight and the sun is up. Arctic location ❤

My healthy food helps me feel full but not gain so much weight. walking outside, I don’t drive. spending much of time by myself and I write about topics, especially on my blogs. sleeping enough hours to feel okay and to keep moving forward. looking at apps on my phone, scrolling and as I said I’m drinking something every day.

(Btw, not alcohol dependent, but I like being intoxicated during our summer holiday and I’m right now not drinking).

I’m out for tonight maybe I’ll take a Stilnoct soon. Happy dreams ❤

Enjoyment of Earl Grey in the Light of the Midnight sun of my Arctic location. Serious, I’m drinking tea in middle of night in a very bright environment, no clouds right now. I’m also a true Razzpergian 😂❤️

Yes, I have Asperger syndrome and I like the Bacardi Razz in reasonable amounts. I’m not an alcoholic, I just like certain nice tastes along with being kind of affected. Okay, so that’s something about me and my favourite drinks.

The Earl Grey tea is of organic type and it’s the best Earl Grey I’ve tried yet. And I drink a lot of different brand teas, this it’s English Tea shop 🥰

I also don’t drive, recycle everything we recycle here in Norway, save electricity in winter using several wool blankets (most of the time when it isn’t minus 30 degrees celsius outside, but then we truly need more heat from electricity and also heat from house fireplace in addition to blankets and the hot tea), drink our local town tap water (that’s actually very good quality), rarely buy new phone, other organic tea and healthy food plus several more daily practice of sustainable lifestyle.

Good night ❤

Note; I get to the main point eventually. And talking about the Midnight sun.

In some Sámi cultures the Northern Lights are an admired but powerful force, and I feel kind of like that when I see it from clear winter sky.

One of my given names is Ingvild and I’m of Sámi origins including as well other ethnicities like Norwegian and Finnish/Kven. I’m DNA-tested and many family members have taken DNA-tests too. I’m interested in genealogy and Finland, Finnish related topics in general.

I chose my name for different reasons mostly the meaning in Norse and my mothers wish to call me Ingvild before I was given the other name. Ingvild; ancestors struggle, foremothers battle. It’s most often quite easy to change given names in Norway, I fill out online secure form to change name and it was automatically approved right after. But after this it isn’t as easy because family and friends are used to the old name, yet I don’t regret at all making this big change. I am Ingvild.

Another aspect of taking risks is I took Sámi language lessons in 2009 despite my difficult life situation in life back then and prejudice against Sámi identified persons. At least one time the much younger children were calling me ethnic slurs completely out of nothing, I have some traits that are slightly different. But it was so worth it, I really felt much more in tune with my cultural heritage knowing some North Saami language.

Btw, off-topic;

We have Midnight sun here right now entire June and most of July, no sunset all-day light. We have strong sunshine through my window now, it’s to shine through here at night and be on other side of house in the morning. Maybe I should take the Stilnoct (zolpidem) soon?

Thank you for reading my blog ❤

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My favourite types are electronic music, metal and grunge. I most often listen to what some consider old or outdated music, like 2010 to 2018. And 90s music too, I was born during early 90s or early-mid 90s. I’m a Scandinavian, btw.

I listen to music several hours on most days. It doesn’t just involve listening but also involves imagination, energy, memories and as I’ve said some times that I think in lyrics. There are always lyrics coming to mind when I go about with my activities and it helps me in my daily conversations to remember what I was supposed to say from before, I often lose track of my mind if I cannot listen to music. Btw I’m diagnosed as being autistic (Aspie/Aspergian/person with Asperger syndrome etc osv) and with strong psychotic disorder (paranoid schizophrenia/undifferential psychosis/schizoaffective disorder)

In particular the EDM I like drum&bass, dubstep, psytrance and hardstyle genres. I like especially these artists; Delta Heavy, Headhunterz, Psyko Punkz, Skrillex, Ephixa, Gemini, Brennan Heart, Neilio, Da Tweekaz, Wasted Penguinz, Astrix, and DJ Stephanie (a great female DJ😍❤️)

In rock genres I like particular bands of different including among others; Metallica, Nirvana, Children of Bodom, Bullet for my Valentine, Soundgarden, Pearl Jam, Puddle of Mudd, Dream Theater, Satyricon, and of course the band Weezer with the song ‘Say it ain’t so’, there is a music video posted here on my blog with the song and the video includes the lyrics too.

The main parts are the feeling I get inspired by, harmony with my favourite music, my physical feelings and inner state. The deep level of unity.

Thanks for listening (yes, music related!) 😍❤️🇧🇻

Daily writing prompt

Have you ever had surgery? What for?

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Benign tumor, and ingrown nails.

It wasn’t the ordinary surgery where they clip and cut off the nails, they actually did the much more complicated procedure of removing skin tissue around the nails and both of my foot had this condition. It’s minor surgery in some ways, but major pain and difficult recovery for many without specialised wound nurse healing the wounds from the surgery. And also that last type of surgery I had at least 10 times in a few years. I took strong medications after this and it was just to ease pain and get to sleep through the night.

The benign tumor was removed in early childhood after I got it around my eye and after the surgery they did tests to find what it was. I have a very, very faint scar around my eye from the surgery.

I hope you have a happy day ❤

Very important. I am introspective in type and it to me is looking inward, seeing the inner world. I love dreaming, dreams and related inner work. Healing wounds both physical and emotional. My inner strenght is a big part of my beliefs, I see things many others don’t. I hear voices and that is both very painful and of some value to a powerful insight into fear and into the mind itself.

I also have spiritual roots from different cultures as I’ve mentioned before on blog. Btw I’m from Norway, in the Northern parts. My grandfathers family were conservative Lutheran Christians and my grandmothers family were Saami/Finnish with unique healing powers of inherited spiritual roots. It was back when most people went to Church on Sunday, yet my ancestors were not ordinary believers in mainstream way. It has good aspects and unique difficulties in society, my grandfathers family were true outsiders, they were growing up in a different faith and society from the other, state Church way of practice religion. Okay, so here is to write summary of thoughts and beliefs.

I’m very interested in history, genealogy and my roots in spiritual journey. I’m also diagnosed with Asperger syndrome so my autistic passion is quite strong in my writing. I believe in my own path in life, it’s a real daily mission to involve my inner core within any activity that matters to me.

Thank you for the visit, I wish you well ❤

My deep red t-shirt with black design, a black leggings and a type of mini skirt in deep red plus black. Only in summer season, however. So I couldn’t wear outside year round.

Winter season, that is most of our year, I would wear hoodies, jeans, wool socks, wool basics under hoodie and jeans, a suitable underwear. All would be combination of black and deep red. But by far most importantly also a long thick black winter jacket with a hood, somewhat similarity with Inuit native traditional clothing and my new very warming seal hide boots, especially the Amundsen, from Topaz brand.

We must adapt to the changes in season and weather conditions, especially when being in outside world in real Arctic environment. It gets really cold here in December and January!

Thanks for reading my blog ❤

Note; I’m not a native speaker of English. And I’m also kind of strange.

Baked potato is delicious and it goes a while between each time I eat it. Then we have the energy drink aspect with food, it’s humorous in my family because I hear song lyrics wrong and often the theme is food and drink. Battery energy is a Finnish brand of energy drinks. I like a lot of type electronic music and I’m also a Norwegian. Salty wizard, Battery potato. (Two misheard lyrics examples). So what I really like about baked potatoes is the skin on the outside, butter inside the potatoes, other ingredients and it’s so good to enjoy in the winter too ❤

Thank you for visiting, and I hope you have a great day ❤

Original Norwegian language text;

Bakt potet er nydelig og det går en stund mellom hver gang jeg spiser det. Så har vi aspektet med energidrikk til maten, det er humoristisk i familien min fordi jeg hører sangtekster feil og ofte er temaet mat og drikke. Battery er et finsk merke av energidrikk. Jeg liker mye typer av elektronisk musikk og jeg er også norsk person. Salte trollmann, Battery potato. (To eksempler på noe jeg har hørt feil). Så det jeg virkelig liker med bakt potet er skallet utenpå, smør inni potetene, andre ingredienser og det er så godt å nyte om vinteren også ❤

Takk for besøket, og jeg håper dere har gode dager ❤

Norway/Norge ❤ ❤ ❤

( I’m really hyper now, but also happy 😀 )

Daily writing prompt

Are there things you try to practice daily to live a more sustainable lifestyle?

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I’ve grown up without own car and my mother is an environmental conscious woman, with political tone and a love of nature. I admire old beautiful trees in my local town, living right next to forests, the mountains and the sea in every place when I was a child and teenager. I still live in natural surroundings and it’s wonderful, awesome view, profound joy. I walk much more instead of driving from childhood to currently, and I rarely get new phone.

I choose organic food, drink our good quality tap water (I am Norwegian) and I try limit my shopping clothes to when I really must have new clothing. And I don’t have a car, btw I cannot drive due to my epilepsy. I don’t do much long distance travel by airplane or other activities I know that affect the global environment in some way. I recycle everything we recycle here in Norway.

so those are some things I do to be more sustainable in lifestyle.

thank you for reading ❤

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What’s the most delicious thing you’ve ever eaten?

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oh, I love Saami food a lot. Even the local reindeer meat kebab is wonderful, it is kind of a tradition in modern ways. But the best was when I had surprise meal on 6th of February in a health-care setting. It was in a small Eastern Finnmark town with a strong Saami culture influence so they served traditional Saami food on our Samefolkets dag. I’m partly of Sámi origins and I’m really passionate about the culture and mixed influence of my other ancestors food culture. This was also special because I didn’t expect to get that good food in a health-care environment.

it was not just one dish on a plate it was different food on the menu. Reindeer meat, margebein, heat cooked potatos, all very good.

so it was not only food it was the perfect setting for it. Thank you for reading ❤

Hoodies. My favourite clothing by far. It helps keep warm, is very comfortable, often a nice appearance on and it even helps my TTM condition. I have sleeveless hoodies also. I cannot overstatement my love for hoodies. I also would wear either a nice pair of jeans mostly, esp in winter season or possibly a leggings for using in summer time. 

Kind of strange rambling about fashion, astrology and Asperger syndrome;

Btw I really like fashion and self expression in different forms, I’m quite Leo influenced in astrology so we Leos often like to make statement and expression of self. I’m being genuine about this topic, I have Asperger syndrome and I like astrology ss well as different fashion/other creative expression.

Thank you for reading and listening ❤

My ancestors were very spiritual people from different ethnic groups. I have a type of paranoid schizophrenia and also Asperger syndrome. This is relevant to my spiritual side, just like my roots in different cultures.

My far-Southern (Agder)/Southwestern Norwegian (Rogaland) ancestors were very, very strongly conservative Lutheran Christians and form a outside regular (state) religion setting. They had some Reisende ancestry, a type of Norwegian/Central European/Traveller origin group travelling by sea in boats.

My Sámi, Kven and Finnish ethnicity ancestors were spiritual healers with unusual ability of healing powers. They could stop bleeds and cure chronic pains with rituals. The languages are one part that the State tried to stop us from using, the Norwegianization/Fornorskning policies. I want to see profound change in our society about acceptance of mixed culture, we all belong here.

But in me these influences come together and my own spirituality is different from my ancestors in some ways. I appreciate the beautiful nature around me and our unique Arctic regions phenomena like Midnight sun and even the total darkness of November, December and January months. Polar nights. Northern Lights; aurora borealis of the North ❤ ❤

I believe in being good toward my fellow human beings and all that lives of Earth. I believe in something greater than just our conscious minds and what many people believe is just the way it is. I see potential in myself and others, we can do so much better on Earth together when we don’t fight wars and exploit our environment.

Thank you for reading my blog ❤ ❤

Note; I’m on sedating medications now and typing on my smartphone as usual. The spelling errors are not intended to be made.

I have autism and severe mental illness so self-care can be a challenge often. I wrote about this topic on other blog, here are some more thoughts on this here;

In addition to thd things i mentioned in other post, there is the topic of listening to my body ehen it needs something different.

I take time to rest after challenging days and events. Including a comfortable chairs like my title suggests, I love physical comfortable times with some happy calm feeling as well. It’s often enough with a chairs and some blankets, maybe a cup of Earl Grey or other tea.

I like to treat my being with something like skin treatments and water activity. Savor time ❤

I eat healthy food and drink enough water. Sometimes I need a small treat to motivate myself to do useful activities for myself. So I do so, and success is made for my goals. The treat is vitamin well, s type of low calorie vitamin water that I really enjoy on occation like this.

So those are some aspects of my self-care in general. Thank you for reading ❤

Note; this is sad. Very sad at times.

I met Emil in start of third grade. He was a good looking boy and quite popular among the other children, he was truly a good boy. He even liked me too, even though I was often quite bullied by many kids. We even met outside school environment like outside or at birthday party of him and other children.

I really really liked him a little crush on him even in fourth grade. Then I moved somewhere else living in other towns for several years. When moving back it was high school age, in 8th grade I met him again.

But he had turned to the dark side by then, very much physical attractive but quite mean-spirited. He indirectly bullied me and yet ignored me also. It hurt like hell, I was so upset that the boy Inhad known was no more.

I always wonder what turned him toward the Darkness. I wasn’t there for several years so something must have happen with him to be different in behaviour and thought.

So it’s a sad topic and a sad story of life as a teenager. I used to look up to him so much.

Thanks for reading 💔😢

Wasted time (part two) (English)

Norwegian language text;

I tillegg til det jeg nevnte sist er det også det at jeg grubler i timesvis og tenker alt for mye. Det er en stor del av livet mitt. Jeg har ganske alvorlig grad av paranoid schizofreni og tydelige bipolare trekk, i tillegg til at jeg har Asperger syndrom. Det påvirker meg hele døgnet og jeg lever i min egen verden der alt er farlig og jeg føler at jeg ikke har et snev av privatliv, ingen grenser. Jeg tar Zyprexa på kvelden og en annen medisin om morgenen. Jeg er paranoid mesteparten av tiden, og stemningsleie svinger nesten konstant fra hyper til nedstemt og fra eufori til angst.

Så jeg kunne virkelig hatt bruk for mer effektiv behandling av lidelsene mine, andre medisiner kanskje så kraftig som preparatet Leponex/klozapin, og i tillegg betydelig mer sosial kontakt i hverdagen. Jeg trenger nok alenetid, men det må ikke bli til sosial isolasjon.

Håper du får oppleve en meget god dag videre ❤

English translation;

In addition to what I mentioned last time, I also spend hours brooding and overthinking. It’s a big part of my life. I have a fairly severe degree of paranoid schizophrenia and clear bipolar traits, in addition to having Asperger’s syndrome. It affects me 24/7 and I live in my own world where everything is dangerous and I feel like I have no privacy, no boundaries. I take Zyprexa at night and another medication in the morning. I’m paranoid most of the time, and my mood swings are almost constant from hyper to depressed and from euphoria to anxiety.

So I could really use more effective treatment for my disorders, other medications perhaps as powerful as the drug Leponex/clozapine, and in addition significantly more social contact in everyday life. I certainly need alone time, but it must not turn into social isolation.

Hoping you will experience a wonderful day onward ❤

Norwegian language text;

Det jeg bruker mest tid på er smarttelefonen min, bruker så mye krefter på å skrolle og finne nettsider jeg er vant med fra før. Når jeg gjør mer produktive aktiviteter involverer det ofte energidrikk og rusbrus eller mild alkoholholdig cider som jeg kjøper på nærmeste lokale nærbutikken/matbutikken rett borte for huset vårt. Jeg elsker kombinasjonen av Battery Pearberry/blue/peachberry osv og et par Grevens cider, jeg bare trenger det noen ganger for å faktisk komme igang med det jeg må gjøre den dagen. Jeg vil benekte at jeg på noen måte er alkoholiker, jeg bare trenger det i perioder. Ok, så det er Internett, smarttelefon og ulike kalde drikkevarer som gir meg en type mild rus i hverdagen. Det er det jeg bruker mest tid på og det er av og til ganske bortkasta tid.

Takk for besøket ❤ ❤

English translation mostly from translate google;

The thing I spend the most time on is my smartphone, using so much energy scrolling and finding websites I’m used to from before. When I do more productive activities it often involves energy drinks and soft drinks (rusbrus) or mild alcoholic cider that I buy at the closest convenience store/the grocery store right across from our house. I love the combination of Battery Pearberry/blue/peachberry etc and a couple of Grevens ciders, I just need it sometimes to actually get started with what I have to do that day. I will deny that I am in any way an alcoholic, I just need it from time to time. Okay, so it’s the Internet, smartphone and various cold beverages that give me a kind of mild intoxication in my everyday life. That’s what I spend most time on and sometimes it really quite a waste of time.

Thanks for visiting ❤ ❤

Talking about my first sip of freedom, in 2006 I had this new experience with something actually forbidden then. It was an energy drink and I’m Norwegian born early 90s in the North of our country. Drinking a Burn energy drink transports me right to that special overnight mountain trip we had at start of ungdomsskolen education in 2006. A wonderful trip ❤ ❤ ❤

Øyvind is a Norse origin male given name. I went to school with a boy named Øyvind, he had a tic condition with his eye but he was high-status and did extremely well in sports like soccer/football and general gym class activities in school. I think of him as a part of my childhood/youth; a mix of his very high status, skills and popularity and also his visible kind of mental origin condition.

So this is part of what notable things happening inside my world today.

My life is different, I cannot explain sometimes why people don’t get me especially online where we don’t see each other. I’m quite good-natured in real life to the people I meet and I don’t realise how others lives differ from mine.

I’m also diagnosed with autism spectrum condition. Or in other words; I’m an Aspie. I don’t understand intuitivt how different I am without seeing it from my inner world of own mind and emotions. I have empathy and I really care. But I am also self-absorbed and that’s a part of me I don’t see so well. But I’m still basically good-natured inside. And no one can take that away from me.

We all are unique and useful to others.

This is more about my mental day.

I live in my own world of being kind of insane at times. And I really don’t like seeing the darkest side of my mind but today I went there looking.

So it was revealing what I saw, I really want people to like me without me trying to be not my own real personality, to play a role in a play I don’t even understand at all what the plot is, what my own lines are.

Yes, one of the parts of the dark side include the bullying and other adversity in my youth. I like writing. I don’t like talking, especially about being bullied. So there is more to this than my post can tell you directly.

I’m Norwegian and I like writing in my native language sometimes. So it’s part of the title ‘faens helvetta’ is a type of mild swearing in my world. Jeg trodde jeg hadde kommet over det, men det er der under teppet fortsatt. Hun er forbanna og har tisset i buksa, gråter hysterisk og det er virkeligheten hun lever i. Meg inne i mørket.

I’m serious now

Faens helvetta

Note; I’m actually psychotic and so this post is affected in this way slightly. I wrote about this last year on other blog.

He was a Sámi man who was a politician in the early 1900s born 1875 in Nesseby in Finnmark county Norway. He wrote the Sámi national anthem and he was pioner of Saami rights in Norway. He was a Scorpio Sun by day of birth. I like astrology a lot. I could write more in-depth about his role in politics of Norwegian history. Maybe I’ll add something soon.

I’m also of Sámi origins born 90s and I’m going to really learn well the North Saami language. It goes deep. really, I identify with almost every related topics to Sámi people because that was part of my fathers history and my own experiences as well.

Daily writing prompt

What are your daily habits?

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Off-topic answer

I just love drinking cold beverages in warm weather days. I like cider and rusbrus plus many different brand energy drinks, I don’t like champagne, wine or beer. I like some flavour vodka and rum. My father has strong addiction. I’m not alcohol drinking today. Okay so my habit is a daily one, I really need cold drinks every day (even if not alcohol) even in coldest winter season times like the minus 30 degrees celsius outside. I’m try getting a Bacardi Breezer tomorrow shopping ❤ ❤

This is about the inner events today, my psychotic mind, what happenings my head and feelings I write about, physical pain and other things.

I’m Northern and today I feel like swearing in my Norwegian language to express this emotional pain I’m feeling now. I was target of moderate bullying in my childhood and youth, and one thing they did was prevent me from reaching the faen yes faen. Trying to write real English words. I’m not able saying more because it’s too much.

Jeg er schizofren, altså har paranoid schizofreni, har bipolar schizoaffektiv type lidelse. Paranoid og forbanna for at de fikk meg til faen I’m trying to write I’m too upset to write directly about my issues. I’m going to stop I’m in tears and I should be open and honest with you it hurts to say it like it is. I’m taking my painkillers now, and that’s possibly not interesting to others but it’s an opiate and I’m in a lot of pain yhe memories of when they chased me so I had accidents at school. Okay now I’m writing about something else later. Helvettas skolegang og faen jeg glemmer aldri det de gjorde med min far sin egen skolegang heller, mye verre enn mitt tilfelle av mobbing han.. okay enough.

Daily writing prompt

If you were forced to wear one outfit over and over again, what would it be?

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it would be my favourite t-shirt of all time a deep red background with beautiful black design of anarchist values and on the edges black. It’s a strong symbolic features of my anarchist passion, I would also wear my favourite black colour jeans, high waist and bootcut/flare legs, plus it could hide well my everyday biker shorts or boxer underwear and the necessary protective things worm under them. This is another topic slightly, but related. Yes, I do need them every day and night. I’m 32 years old and I have syringomyelia that causes some accident often in me. I have Chiari malformation type 1 and I have seizure disorder too, in particular temporal lobe epilepsy. Life is better when you feel free and not being in strong shame over embarrassing illness.

Okay, so black and deep red, thank you for listening to my strange story. I speak Norwegian language in everyday life and I have autism spectrum condition with severe mental illness.

Have a wonderful early morning ❤

Yes, to post my monocrome self in AI images was significant to my online identity. I’m autistic and I don’t know what people think inside their minds and perception. I think in lyrics and I’m also strongly mentally ill with psychosis. I say this because I really have to say it to feel okay within my mind, I’m telling it like it really is. Thank you for reading my thoughts (pun intended)