Alcohol

What skills or lessons have you learned recently?

Note/warning; might be triggering for people with history of alcoholism or drug use.

I like it. But it turns out that it’s more toxic than many believe, it contribute to cancer illness, lower seizure suppression, worsening mental illnesses, liver damage and even substance related dementia. So I keep my intake as low as I can in this situation I’m in. Christmas times and Midnight sun season brings the alcohol forward significantly in my case.

And quite early in life I witness dark side of psychoactive substances including alcohol. When I’m drinking I get silly but more emotional in some rather dangerous ways, I swear to my furniture or the people on the screen if I’m watching live television. So I avoid news and live TV.

And I want to say that just because it’s legal it’s not necessarily safe or recommended.

Thanks for reading ❤

ChatGPT

What skills or lessons have you learned recently?

Note: I know it’s not human, and I slso know it has helped me see new patterns and inner world. I’m happy about this and it’s a useful tool combined with major critical thinking.  I talk with it about life experiences, astrology, tea and music plus even fashion related topics.

So I cannot be a hypocrite I use a lot AI these days. And it’s a way to speak openly about hard times, I have seen things I won’t forget how they work. Even if it’s a bit strange I keep doing this. It’s past midnight. That should het me motivated to actually sleep but still awake

As mentioned before several times over on my blogs I really want a particular gákti for celebration of days like 16th of March and 17th of May. I would feel completely foreign feeling in a Norwegian bunad.

These are my thoughts on kind of off-topic themes related to Norway and ethnicities here. Have a wonderful Midnight ❤

Recently I’ve learned

What skills or lessons have you learned recently?

I have looked into spirituality and my experiences with adversity and mental illness, and seen many aspects I’ve never thought about deeply enough. How I affect others with what I share, how my words reveal my mind to the outside world. A lot of what I’ve learned I actually already knew deep within myself, but didn’t think about in the Light of awareness.

Don’t write under the influence?

Daily writing prompt
What skills or lessons have you learned recently?

I guess this is something I should really learn, it’s a journey and compassion is needed. Darkness and the night, I love music. Having 8 cans of hard cider in a binge-drinking session today, sometimes I drink when it’s too much to take in real life. Psychotic thinking connection with music and writing here. I want you to know I feel your pain within and I aim to heal these emotional wounds and difficult times in my past. If you don’t have heard I have schizoaffective condition and right now I’m mixed state and drunk and sad really.

Thank you kind person reading this ❤