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What notable things happened today?

Øyvind is a Norse origin male given name. I went to school with a boy named Øyvind, he had a tic condition with his eye but he was high-status and did extremely well in sports like soccer/football and general gym class activities in school. I think of him as a part of my childhood/youth; a mix of his very high status, skills and popularity and also his visible kind of mental origin condition.

So this is part of what notable things happening inside my world today.

What notable things happened today?

This is more about my mental day.

I live in my own world of being kind of insane at times. And I really don’t like seeing the darkest side of my mind but today I went there looking.

So it was revealing what I saw, I really want people to like me without me trying to be not my own real personality, to play a role in a play I don’t even understand at all what the plot is, what my own lines are.

Yes, one of the parts of the dark side include the bullying and other adversity in my youth. I like writing. I don’t like talking, especially about being bullied. So there is more to this than my post can tell you directly.

I’m Norwegian and I like writing in my native language sometimes. So it’s part of the title ‘faens helvetta’ is a type of mild swearing in my world. Jeg trodde jeg hadde kommet over det, men det er der under teppet fortsatt. Hun er forbanna og har tisset i buksa, gråter hysterisk og det er virkeligheten hun lever i. Meg inne i mørket.

I’m serious now

Faens helvetta

What notable things happened today?

This is about the inner events today, my psychotic mind, what happenings my head and feelings I write about, physical pain and other things.

I’m Northern and today I feel like swearing in my Norwegian language to express this emotional pain I’m feeling now. I was target of moderate bullying in my childhood and youth, and one thing they did was prevent me from reaching the faen yes faen. Trying to write real English words. I’m not able saying more because it’s too much.

Jeg er schizofren, altså har paranoid schizofreni, har bipolar schizoaffektiv type lidelse. Paranoid og forbanna for at de fikk meg til faen I’m trying to write I’m too upset to write directly about my issues. I’m going to stop I’m in tears and I should be open and honest with you it hurts to say it like it is. I’m taking my painkillers now, and that’s possibly not interesting to others but it’s an opiate and I’m in a lot of pain yhe memories of when they chased me so I had accidents at school. Okay now I’m writing about something else later. Helvettas skolegang og faen jeg glemmer aldri det de gjorde med min far sin egen skolegang heller, mye verre enn mitt tilfelle av mobbing han.. okay enough.

What notable things happened today?

Yes, to post my monocrome self in AI images was significant to my online identity. I’m autistic and I don’t know what people think inside their minds and perception. I think in lyrics and I’m also strongly mentally ill with psychosis. I say this because I really have to say it to feel okay within my mind, I’m telling it like it really is. Thank you for reading my thoughts (pun intended)

What notable things happened today?

This is the happy version of answer earlier.

I was with my grandmother went to the hair salong, happy with the results and we also went to local store for shopping before the usual Saturday shopping. I bought some special type cider to enjoy. I don’t go out much so it’s special to me. The weather was very nice and just some slightly strong winds. Thanks for visiting ❤

What notable things happened today?

The horrors of this world are rising to the extreme. Whether it’s man-created atrocity, the recent horrible disaster within of India and our environment being destroyed by our actions (and inaction), basic human rights rejection including of LGBT freedom and acceptance in society. Many other immense suffering on planet Earth.

I’m writing something later about brighter topics.

Thank you for reading ❤

I listen through one of the music mixes on my other blog, I really liked it

I watch something upsetting online video, then had a strong drinking session

I posted a music video with way too much detail on adult topics, I hadn’t watch through it before posting on blog.

my grandmother called me to help with an appointment with someone else

update: got psychotic and paranoid about my history and the media, but I’m safe now I get some help with medications and maybe a psych ward stay.

the day is not over yet, maybe I’ll add more at later time. Thanks for all of them/you visiting my blogs ❤