School

What sacrifices have you made in life?

Oh, school.

It wasn’t like they try tell you it is, it’s hardcore from the start for some of us it’s hellish and unsafe. I have written about it before and I’ve written about my fathers very difficult experiences as well, he really was treated like being nothing worth. In both of us it involved significant bullying and we both had enuresis conditions, I frequently wet myself in class and almost every night I wet the bed. It’s a sensitive topic, especially in my fathers case.

Btw I’m not trying to be bitter or anything it’s my way of writing and expressions of my inner world can be confusing and a little twisted also. I’m autistic and don’t understand well how my words are taken to mean in other minds.

But yeah, school in many ways was a sacrifice and in addition was sacrificed to move on in life in other areas.

I’m okay now, or at least that’s what I tell my mind to believe. Thank you for reading my blog today and greetings from Norway on our special day ❤ 🇧🇻❤️🤩

wounded healer

Daily writing prompt
What sacrifices have you made in life?

I don’t have children and never will, I’m mentally ill severely and also somewhat troubled eemotionally from difficult experiences in my childhood and youth.

I don’t have a romantic partner for many of the same reasons and if I was to have a partner it would be likely a outgoing type woman with a good heart and open mind.

I don’t have paid work and I go outside a couple of times a week, especially in winter season which is most of our year here in the Arctic location I live in.

and most importantly my sense of who I really am has gone through many profound changes, it was truly a different kind of World after being finally diagnosed with autism and psychotic disorder in my late teens/early twenties. It wasn’t a little thing on the side; it’s a big part of living life itself, knowing I’m not ‘normal’ has been eye opening experiences through my journey.