what gives me direction in life.. well, it’s many aspects together and all are important parts of this experience of life.
I have my fighter spirits strong especially important in the harder times in life, we all get beaten up by life in some way and it’s so strange how we fight against each other rather than see our unity and compassion for others. Btw I’m not perfect and I know.
my activities give meaning to me, the music and writing are what I need to keep my mind in good working condition. I need creative work to deal with this reality of my true nature. Being schizoaffective and I know my psychiatric label isn’t actually all that I am, and also know it greatly affects me even though I’m taking two different antipsychotics currently. Asking about quetiapine next week in my doctors appointments opportunity to get this moving in the right direction.
the thought of my family and other people are important to me no matter how solitary my lifestyle is. We cannot do this all alone.
and last but not least this experience online is much more significant than I thought of in the beginning of my journey. So this community is part of something greater than just me writing into a void.
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