School and nature calls

What makes you nervous?

School for me was quite difficult and I had enuresis (often day, and nearly every night) so I happen to have accidents quite often. This made me very anxious and nervous, and bullies like that feeling in the victims so they can inflict more shame and make people break down in tears. I got some help when I needed it most, thank goodness for Norwegian health-care.

Sorry this isn’t at all happy, sometimes I just cannot express my sense of humor.

But on the bright side I have a blog and I know the World has beautiful aspects hidden in the deep Darkness and everything makes sense in nature of the spirits world. We can grow to be stronger and more compassionate human beings, that’s very important.

Thanks for reading ❤

Nerves, psychosis and feelings

Daily writing prompt
What makes you nervous?

1 teenagers;

Teenagers scare me because of my negative experiences with them as a teenager and they are unpredictable in general, my heart starts racing when I see them and this used to be much worse when I was younger before getting on my antipsychotics and SSRI.

2 unexpected questions;

Unexpected questions make me nervous because I’m not prepared to answer correctly in a confident way.

3 rejection;

This is a major issues I have and many people fear rejection also, btw I have Saturn in Aquarius so it’s also a big part of my astrology.

4 paranoid delusions and voices in public spaces;

I have schizoaffective condition and I don’t like being outside when I have my more psychotic days, it’s very difficult to deal with this when I’m not in a very familiar setting.

5 being outside during rush hour;

This is especially difficult if I also experience the other things that make me nervous.

6 anxiety and obsessive thoughts;

I have anxiety and OCD, and I fear being nervous with others even though I have nothing to hide.