What’s a secret skill or ability you have or wish you had?
I’m not Norwegian, in any way. Yes like 75% according to DNA-testing but still people don’t see me that way. And the Norwegian culture I actually identify with is Agder and Finnmark Norwegian but it’s very mixed, especially the Finnmark region is very strongly Saami, Finnish and Kven influenced always. So I have the secret ability to show my non-Norwegian true nature without saying a word.
Can you tell I’m both not normal not Norwegian?
I honestly truly with my core being wish I could remove any trace of my existence completely forever from the Universe history. I’m not kidding that’s my deepest wish in my depressive psychosis world. It’s serious and very dark. I didn’t deserve to live on this Earth I’m a useless waste of space and you all know it deep within I’m no good this is my psychotic mind in writing no avoid the pitch black Darkness now I’m deeply wounded inside and I fight my wish to die every time my thoughts go in this way
thank you, all good people of the World
I used to read this cartoon series when I was a child and I really wanted those powers they had. And being prodromal schizoaffective I felt like sometimes I had these abilities in real life, I especially believed I had powers to control water element. Btw my psychosis in the long term didn’t make me believe in me having special powers, it actually made me be paranoid to the extreme and have negative, constant voice-hearing. It was still a type of prodromal sign, however.
this is kind of strange because it’s something I actually have, but it needs an update and a charge like an old computer after long time off. I am autistic and I’m also good at knowing deep within me if I can trust the other persons spoken words, and if they are kind natured and with care for others not only for me; but to everyone. it needs the updated detection and new information to stay accurate about life and the truth inside all of us.
thank you for reading ❤
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