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When I was younger we moved quite often from different towns mostly due to my mothers studies being at different places. Every time we moved to other house was a new beginning and an end to what was. 

I had to navigate different local cultures and deal with same-aged peers that were at times downright abusive toward me, and moderate bullying was a part of my everyday life for many years. My undiagnosed Asperger syndrome affected my education and social life as well, I could not focus well partly because of the adversity and my mind working very different from the average kid.

So every time we moved was hard to say goodbye to, and even if I went to my old towns they are not the same place as 20 years ago and my adult perspective is different from the child I once was.

Thank you for visiting and have a wonderful Saturday evening ❤

warning: the Darkness in writing, mental illness

This was the year of 22/07 terrorist attacks in Norway. Everything changed in one fatal day, and it also ignited my worst episode yet of my psychosis. I had severe delusions about the terrorist being connected with me somehow in the mind and soul, he murder children at Utøya and the bombing of Oslo. It’s one person you will never want to believe you are, if you are kind natured inside. I was so obsessive about the trial in 2012 and this is never a good idea when suffering these delusions, just from my own true lived experience with schizoaffective condition. I was obsessed with watching the trial online all of the hours.

I occationally still believe in this delusion, especially after reading something about his case or 22/07 related topics. Anders hater meg, as some of my blog posts here say in the title.

Thank you for your time, best wishes from Norway ❤

Daily writing prompt

Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.

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I’m turning 32 this year, in 2009 I had so many things happening and even though it was very hard I miss the intensity a lot. I was severely psychotic and bipolar and my peers bullied me a lot. I live in 2009 in my head, thinking of my past in nostalgic ways feeling like nothing can give me the intensity back, my teenage years are still extremely hard to let go of even though I know I need to move on.