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Dálvi

Do you need a break? From what?

Yes, the winter seasons can be heavy literally as physical and emotional features. Right now it’s heavy snowfall and it’s going to get colder the next few days. But winter seasons (čakčadálvi, dálvi, giđđadálvi) are not all bad at all. It’s a great time for drinking hot tea inside with blankets on top, listening to music and conversations with family members.

So I’m not going to over complain about this here and I never bother in real everyday life to refuse the consequences of living here. It’s truly the magic of it.

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My chronic paroxysmal hemicrania

Do you need a break? From what?

I need an effective treatment for this cluster headache like condition, I have 10 or more attacks every day of level 9 intensity and it’s not only severe pain, but strong tearing on one eye, congestion on the painful side and being very restless along with this. I also have other neurological conditions including among several my TLE/temporal lobe epilepsy and occationally migraine symptoms. So I need a break from this condition, and some effective treatment in the longer perspective. Thanks for your time reading, and I truly hope you are doing good and not being in any pain.

Obsessions

Do you need a break? From what?

I have a form of schizo-obsessive condition along with bipolarity and Asperger syndrome and today my obsessions are especially strong and intrusive thoughts mixed with paranoia from the schizoaffective part of this struggle. So today I would really like to be less obsessive about certain painful things in my past, the feeling that I must confess to everything embarrassing happening my entire lifetime. I’m just being honest now, I don’t intend to complain really.

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Outside world, plus some of my experiences in youth

Do you need a break? From what?

This is a true story of my youth education:

Sleeping in late, but unfortunately it was at age 14 years and I had to arrive late to school. One time I got there like 20 minutes before the classes were over and we could go home, the teacher hated me already anyway so it was not that funny at all. I’ve mentioned this Norwegian supremacist man before on my other blog, he had his favourite students and I was not among them. He spoke behind my foreign friends (and me also) back to other Norwegians, and he is the only teacher I’ve ever truly felt was a bully.

In my adult life I need breaks from the outside world, and need moments in true privacy in the quiet environment. As I am autistic and also struggle with schizoaffective condition, every good peaceful time I have alone with myself really help me cope with the outside world.

And I want to say it’s nothing wrong with taking time off from draining activities, I need this in my life to get back up and fight for what’s right.

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A holiday at the psych ward?

Daily writing prompt

Do you need a break? From what?

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iI’m struggle with my alcohol use and psychosis bipolarity ocd etc. I have been to psych ward many times, last time in end of 22 when I got really strong paranoid delusions and wild bipolarity along, mixed states. And drinking isn’t good for my conditions both psychiatric and of course my temporal lobe epilepsy/TLE. So I need a break from my usual surroundings and 24/7 acsess to psychiatric nurse and social interaction with other patients.

And maybe I will recover after good sleep and not buying the cider too much/often. It often helps a lot sleeping if you have building level psychosis or mixed states.

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