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This used to be very similar to my real everyday life some years ago, btw.

Morning: wake up at 5 in the morning, morning rutine and my first can of energy drink (250ml dark blue Red Bull) this day. It’s early June month and I tidy my little apartment for some time, listen to music on my sound system. Enjoy the summer season sunshine right outside our house.

Afternoon: have some small meal like a baguette or similar food. I enjoy my Battery and a Monster together. I go for a long walk outside in the comfortable warmth. Music again when I get home from my lovely trip.

Evening: would it surprise you if I told you I still have energy drinks even in the evening? It helps me focus in a strange way on what’s really important at that moment. Even relaxing activities become easier with some enhanced focus, here and now mentality. And it’s a half litre/liter of Burn Apple kiwi ❤

Night: I listen to some great music on my iPod and get to sleep hearing through ear-bud phones. And my sleep was deep despite caffeine. I even sometimes take my evening/night medication with these cold drinks, often with less sugar.

Btw:

Can you tell I’m missing this part of my habit?

Wonderful any time of day to the readers of this blog ❤

Daily writing prompt

Describe your most ideal day from beginning to end.

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Early: Woke up at 5 am as usual, today I’m having the alcopop I bought yesterday along with the sugar-free Monster energy drinks. It’s in spring season and I enjoy the nice weather outside, I have a outdoor chair with a table beside to enjoy the combination in our wonderful garden. I go inside and play music on my little sound system, in this case it’s hardstyle. I listen for an hour or two then I have a long moment of stillness with closed eyes, you could possibly call it mindfulness if I hadn’t been slightly affected by the drinks. No regrets. I write something about my great day in my notebooks and on my blog, have a deep long conversation with my good friend on the phone and we make plans to meet in person soon.

afternoon: good main meal, some more alcopop along and I play some metal genres and other rock music on my iPod listening with my ear buds and appreciate this a lot. Later I stay with my mothers dog, keeping her with company while my mother is at work.

evening/night: I spend time in total Darkness to get better chance of another good nights sleep, some significant time after my session I take my regular evening medications along with a sleep aid/medications (melatonin + zolpidem combined) and I fall asleep in peace with myself and the World.

And if you are wondering why I listen to music most of the day it’s mostly because it’s genuinely fun times and partly to quiet the inner pain of my voice-hearing and intrusive thoughts. It cannot be completely “sane” or ‘normal’ in this life, it is what it is. Life is wonderful always, behind the thick, dark rain clouds and sounds of thunder.

thanks for listening, kind persons ❤

Daily writing prompt

Describe your most ideal day from beginning to end.

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My first thought was this track (it’s sad)

I wake up at 5 am as usual, have been sleeping long enough to feel rested. I have a cup of Darjeeling tea and then take my medications without trouble. I listen to music, I go on a walk to the local store to not buy alcohol-containing drinks and then some anyway because I’m not an alcoholic, yeah? So I have some good conversations as well, my pain is under control and I have moments of deep stillness for half hour. I take my evening pills and I save my alcopop for tomorrow, a new day. Sweet strawberry dreams.

thank you for reading, and I promise you I’m okay ❤