Do you trust your instincts?
Yes, I do. It might be what saved my life several times growing up not knowing my diagnoses. I just feel my way through, it’s dark knowledge and the fire inside. I have Mercury in Leo in 12th.
The Moon-Pluto combination in 4th, Scorpio and Sagittarius signs in my home. I literally often live partly underground, in the cellar and I visited a large mine in Northern Sweden many years ago. It’s a very deep experience (pun intended).
I’ve learned important lessons from life, it’s very big part of being different to learn from the hard times and cherish the good that is all around us every day. I’m lucky even at my darkest, most in agony through painful moments.
As I’ve mentioned before I’m autistic and I have s severe mental illness, it affects every part of life. I cannot hide from my mind the way I’m hiding from other people. The mind is always there, my dreams are immersive and vivid imagery from the core experience. I’m not afraid of my inner world and I appreciate my dreams, even the dark ones truly matter a lot.
Post grunge song today, it’s one of my favourites by this band.
Puddle of Mudd – Psycho
And yeah, I’m the one. The schizophrenic psycho.
Thanks for listening ❤ ❤
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