What would your life be like without music?
Note: about music, astrology and a lot of inner world topics. Plenty of music videos here as well.
My life would be very difficult without music, I cannot imagine how empty it could get. I think in lyrics together with the sound and overall mood associated with my inner world. I truly heal with the help of music listening and other inner work. I live for the music, it’s profoundly important to my well-being and mental health. And I have schizoaffective disorder and Asperger syndrome, so I often struggle with voice-hearing and deep paranoia. My musical family is also a very big part of my appreciation of music, instruments, vocals and last but definitively not least: lyrics.
Okay, so it’s my astrology features I will include in my answer to this prompt. I have Sun in 12th house and Moon in 4th house. Depending on the system I’m either a double Leo or Virgo and with Moon in Scorpio conjunct the 4th house Pluto. Alternative my Moon is in Sagittarius, also within my 4th house. Sun+Asc/Rising in Leo or Virgo. Midheaven in Taurus. My Mercury is in Leo sign within 12th house conjunction with my Sun and Chiron, the ‘Wounded Healer’ as it’s called.
My Moon-Pluto combination in Scorpio in 4th house influences my taste in music and lyrics that resonates with this. Combined with my 12th house placements it’s deep within me to listen and learn from lyrics; it helps me understand other people on a level I cannot reach otherwise.
Here are some tracks I really like:
the song Hatred by Dimension (drum&bass)
Do you feel alive?
the anthem The Power of the Mind by Headhunterz (hardstyle)
the intention of our minds is powerful.. and a curse
the song Going Under by Deetox
(rawstyle, female deejay! Yay!)
save me from myself, I’m going under
And to end.. this (yes, Norwegian black metal!)
The Pentagram Burns by Satyricon
Determined and strong
Thank you for listening ❤
cloudB 
💬 *“Reading your post truly touched me ❤. The way you connected music to your mental health, inner world, and healing is so inspiring. It’s clear that music isn’t just entertainment for you, but a lifeline.
The way you connected your astrology placements—Sun in the 12th house, Moon + Pluto in the 4th, and Mercury conjunct Chiron—illustrates how meaningful songs with lyrics and depth are to you. Truly, such an intense connection to music with a Moon-Pluto combination is natural.
Your track list also felt very powerful 🔥—Hatred by Dimension, The Power of the Mind by Headhunterz, Going Under by Deetox, and The Pentagram Burns by Satyricon—all perfect reflections of energy, struggle, and strength.
It was great to read that you openly share your experiences, struggles, and passion. Your writing clearly shows that you live music and find it fulfilling. Heals every day. Thank you for writing something so personal and inspiring ❤.”*
LikeLike