the shame

answer to dailyprompt-1992

Note: Might be trigger topics for someone with similar life experiences

As I’ve described before I was a bullied child and teenager and with undiagnosed Asperger syndrome and schizoaffective, I was different in ethnicity from the other kids and especially my short height was the issue. I had long-term issues in nocturnal enuresis and wet myself at school. Some things happen I cannot talk about here now. I really think, ruminate and pine over things too much sometimes. So what could I let go of? My strong tendency to focus on something I cannot change and also must live with no matter what happens. I need to let go of the shame. My origins must be respected honestly and fully through. I’m actually far stronger than I believe I am.

btw I’m not drinking, but I’m obsessive about having enough alcohol-containing cider tomorrow for a good session outside in our garden. But the forecast says cloudy all day. The weather here is absolutely wonderful tonight I was even outside sitting with my mother and her dog and drinking lactose-free iced coffee. I love life in summer time ❤

Thank you for listening to my story ❤

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Author: polarMidnight

I live in Finnmark county and I write about many different topics. This is where I express my mind in words. I love drum&bass, dubstep and metal.

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