Was just reading some information on astrology online and it hit me how it all seems so different from our smartphone life and just waiting to come home after errands. Earlier today I had a fun time together with family members listening to music related videos on YouTube. It was great.
I have lived most of my life without smartphone and I was completely fine with my old phone when it quit working (the screen went dark and I couldn’t see what I was typing. This was in 2015.
I believe it’s needed combination of mindful thinking and medications, I’m just wanting to dream when I’m not asleep. Not depression and not related to weather it’s quite good now. Sunshine and comfortable temperatures. But I don’t know if they will listen, they think everything I don’t like taking must be working and the things that actually work they will not prescribe. Please doc I cannot keep doing this every time I don’t feel like to waste the rest of summer, it’s so prescious to us here in Arctic region.
Btw astrology is interesting. I think for myself in this way from experience inside and seeing people in actions. But I don’t pay conscious attention to other people look and appearance, they likely get me wrong even my psych doesn’t understand me. But I rarely speak with her in a real conversation one on one.
I want to dream and if it’s not too horrible I will truly thank the good-natured Spirit for the free movie trip when asleep. And some different medicine for the psychosis, I’m doing this else soon.
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