What notable things happened today?
This is more about my mental day.
I live in my own world of being kind of insane at times. And I really don’t like seeing the darkest side of my mind but today I went there looking.
So it was revealing what I saw, I really want people to like me without me trying to be not my own real personality, to play a role in a play I don’t even understand at all what the plot is, what my own lines are.
Yes, one of the parts of the dark side include the bullying and other adversity in my youth. I like writing. I don’t like talking, especially about being bullied. So there is more to this than my post can tell you directly.
I’m Norwegian and I like writing in my native language sometimes. So it’s part of the title ‘faens helvetta’ is a type of mild swearing in my world. Jeg trodde jeg hadde kommet over det, men det er der under teppet fortsatt. Hun er forbanna og har tisset i buksa, gråter hysterisk og det er virkeligheten hun lever i. Meg inne i mørket.
I’m serious now
Faens helvetta
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