What notable things happened today?
This is about the inner events today, my psychotic mind, what happenings my head and feelings I write about, physical pain and other things.
I’m Northern and today I feel like swearing in my Norwegian language to express this emotional pain I’m feeling now. I was target of moderate bullying in my childhood and youth, and one thing they did was prevent me from reaching the faen yes faen. Trying to write real English words. I’m not able saying more because it’s too much.
Jeg er schizofren, altså har paranoid schizofreni, har bipolar schizoaffektiv type lidelse. Paranoid og forbanna for at de fikk meg til faen I’m trying to write I’m too upset to write directly about my issues. I’m going to stop I’m in tears and I should be open and honest with you it hurts to say it like it is. I’m taking my painkillers now, and that’s possibly not interesting to others but it’s an opiate and I’m in a lot of pain yhe memories of when they chased me so I had accidents at school. Okay now I’m writing about something else later. Helvettas skolegang og faen jeg glemmer aldri det de gjorde med min far sin egen skolegang heller, mye verre enn mitt tilfelle av mobbing han.. okay enough.
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