I just thought of this thing about writing of my youth and embarrassing moments during that time. It hit me that I’m being kind of cruel almost to my teenage self, it wasn’t funny and it really hurt my pride deep. The basically only reason I’m able to write about this is my connection is less strong, I don’t feel it deep within my core being and this I just thought of. Another thing is the fact you don’t know me in person offline, I still hate speaking about it with family or health-care workers. It still bother me a lot, I’m apologize to you as well for this treatment of myself and my basic pride. Unnskyld alle sammen and thank you for reading.
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