Nerves, psychosis and feelings

Daily writing prompt
What makes you nervous?

1 teenagers;

Teenagers scare me because of my negative experiences with them as a teenager and they are unpredictable in general, my heart starts racing when I see them and this used to be much worse when I was younger before getting on my antipsychotics and SSRI.

2 unexpected questions;

Unexpected questions make me nervous because I’m not prepared to answer correctly in a confident way.

3 rejection;

This is a major issues I have and many people fear rejection also, btw I have Saturn in Aquarius so it’s also a big part of my astrology.

4 paranoid delusions and voices in public spaces;

I have schizoaffective condition and I don’t like being outside when I have my more psychotic days, it’s very difficult to deal with this when I’m not in a very familiar setting.

5 being outside during rush hour;

This is especially difficult if I also experience the other things that make me nervous.

6 anxiety and obsessive thoughts;

I have anxiety and OCD, and I fear being nervous with others even though I have nothing to hide.

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Author: polarMidnight

I live in Finnmark county and I write about many different topics. This is where I express my mind in words. I love drum&bass, dubstep and metal.

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