What place in the world do you never want to visit? Why?
I’m afraid of visiting my main youth home town in Nordland county, and it’s of many reasons I haven’t been there since moving further North in 2009. I want to see the beautiful environment I remember with joy in my heart, the pure nature being amazing to experience. But I’m also afraid of ruin my nostalgic love for this wonderful place when it reminds me of some very difficult and moments of pitch black Darkness within, meeting my old classmates that were bullying me through these years and our Norwegian supremacist teacher who disliked me strongly for my issues and ethnicity of my friends, of my own ethnic minority origins that I was proud of because that no one could take away from me. And also the town could not be like in 2009 for obvious reasons plus I’m nearly 16 years older now. I loved it so much and I hated it while living in mental agony.
I feel quite ambivalent with this mixed relationship with my youth experience and I’m likely never going back, to keep my good memories from being darker than I thought.
Thank you for reading this ❤
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