I’m not really superstitious in everyday life. But my mental-health conditions affect my beliefs especially in dark times. I should mention I have schizoaffective condition with obsessions and several other symptoms. The thoughts in my head about triggering natural disasters with the wrong thoughts and emotions, my delusions of being identified with infamous people in the news. Once my treatments have continued working I don’t live in constant fear and anxiety, so afraid of my thoughts being wrong and sinful. And also I feel like every experience is potentially useful in some way even if it’s difficult or painful, and our lives are complex in nature. There is nothing wrong with having thoughts and emotions.
thank you for reading ❤
cloudB 