Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.
warning: the Darkness in writing, mental illness
This was the year of 22/07 terrorist attacks in Norway. Everything changed in one fatal day, and it also ignited my worst episode yet of my psychosis. I had severe delusions about the terrorist being connected with me somehow in the mind and soul, he murder children at Utøya and the bombing of Oslo. It’s one person you will never want to believe you are, if you are kind natured inside. I was so obsessive about the trial in 2012 and this is never a good idea when suffering these delusions, just from my own true lived experience with schizoaffective condition. I was obsessed with watching the trial online all of the hours.
I occationally still believe in this delusion, especially after reading something about his case or 22/07 related topics. Anders hater meg, as some of my blog posts here say in the title.
Thank you for your time, best wishes from Norway ❤
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