My former self

If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why?

I would like to experience the World like I used to, being outside and hiking or even the very difficult years in my youth. I was anxious and psychotic but I felt alive, like my life was there right in the moment. I need this experience so strong, life is about living.

I have no regrets about taking my medications however as I cannot function at all without them. And this feeling of being alive doesn’t depend on whether or not taking the medications, it’s psychological and lifestyle related. And I don’t expect perfect recovery in a second, it can possibly take months of effort to getting better long-term.

Have wonderful times everyone ❤