It’s deep within me, the roots of shame (Pluto in Scorpio opposite Taurus Midheaven, Pluto in 4th house, astrology aspects) and humiliation by others. The bullies, the voice-hearing, the bedwetting etc. I wish to seek expert help for my struggles but it’s not easy getting this deep level treatment in Norway, the waiting lists are endlessly long and is it truly severe enough to justify the time and efforts of health-care workers? Can I actually even say this out loud in my native language to a physically present person responding to my story?
So at this moment my treatment is writing on this blog, I wish you good things in life.
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