Yeah, my past

Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?

Honestly I live in the past, when I had untreated conditions and I was forced to socialise with same-aged people who were not nice to me. But I felt alive. I felt the emotional pain with my entire being and I just had to deal with it in my own ways. I spend my time alone in a dark room drinking and listening to music, which is not really that sad. At least if it wasn’t so often and if I had some good friends along there. But still I keep going and I will never give up.

Thank you for reading ❤