I cannot see your point of view, unfortunately I only can see mine, identity is strange, who knows what’s going on inside this mind, I’m happy and I’m honestly not drinking, just remember the song because it came to my mind trying to answer the prompt of tomorrow. I care about this and I’m being honest now, I do wish I had a couple of them ready in my kjøleskap to enjoy. But I was good today, no shopping at the local store because I didn’t need anything and I spend lots of money on my awesome shoes instead because it’s real and a good thing.
schizoaffective thoughts in the evening, rambling again; but yeah, I’m honestly okay now.
edit: I’m affected by emotions and thoughts I cannot help having but I’m sober at least, it’s important to my conditions staying away from it. Btw I’m not saying this to be mean but I’m not drinking and I have my pride in mind first. I believe the 11th i have an appointment with the psych so I can get adjustment to my psychiatric medications. What you can see is the illness I don’t know why I’m so afraid you believe I’m drunk/intoxicated because I’m having a strange day I’m happy and now I’m listening and speaking with family to calm down for the night. Thank you everyone reading
feelings the daughter is drowning in
why am I like this, it’s the psychosis trying
to take me down the path of Darkness
so the history is significant, sometimes I have 8 cans in one session. I need other medications and more things to do, good people and real joy in life. I’m getting it, I have faith and the power of will. Writing helps. Thank you all for listening to these thoughts, I truly wish you well.
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