8, 12, 16

(WARNING; THIS IS VERY DARK)

I lost it again

wet jeans

at school

coming home

pretend they didn’t make me run

and then they got me

again

the bullies chase us

my father was in 1978

it was 2006, 12 years of age

psychosis

then 2009, even more insane at 16

shameful times, big girl

thank God I got through this

I’m not six feet under

I didn’t die from it, the overdose

of lamotrigine