This is my second blog, with different topics related to my own experiences and thoughts. I write both in English and Norwegian language. The name of my blog is related to our culture, I live in Finnmark county; we often enjoy collecting cloudberries out in nature to make wonderful berry delights. And if you haven’t tried them I would highly recommend finding it and see if it’s pleasant for you ❤
And I’m part Sámi indigenous like most people living in our region are. I’m mostly Northern European of Sámi, Finnish, Kven, Swedish, Danish and a lot of Norwegian ethnicity. I have done DNA-tests and apart from Nordic European I’m Dutch and German, Belgian, Rhinelander and Southern Dutch, English and Balkan groups and trace ancestry level Southern Indian Subgroup.
I identify as European. I’m ‘white’ or Scandinavian to the average American/non-Norwegian groups.
You can also see some AI avatars (loosely) based on my appearance on the other pages.
I chose to get another blog for several reasons, mostly to show other aspects of my life clearly and I enjoy writing. I write about mainly my thoughts, opinions and psychiatric conditions. Answering dailyprompt questions nearly every day. I’m very into listening to music, especially on my old iPod. I like nearly all electronic music and different metal genres as well. Plus other rock genres like grunge/post grunge.
I hope you will find something of interest on my blog, and thank you for reading ❤
NEXT A LOT ABOUT MY OWN ASTROLOGY (and my favourite songs from different musicians) PERSPECTIVE OF MY NATAL HOROSCOPE:
I was born in late summer in early 1990s in Northern Scandinavia, born right after sunrise and I wake up at 5 in the morning most days. My Sun is in 12th house and I have a Virgo Ascendant, or Virgo Rising. I’m not directly revealing my placements and my date of birth is part of my official ID so that I’m not telling you.
As I mention my Sun is in 12th house and in very early Virgo degree. My Mercury and Chiron is in late Leo in 12th house also and all strongly conjunct with my Virgo Sun so I’m really a strong mix of Virgo and Leo influence.
My Moon is in 4th house, I’m a Lunar Sagittarian. I’m of some Traveller origins (Romani/tatere and Reisende/skøyer of Scandinavia) so somewhat related in themes with Sagittarius in general but especially Moon and in 4th house both are part of the placements of home life. My ancestors travel a lot by way of sea and likely lived in boats also. There is a good documentary about the Reisende peoples on NRK online television but it’s only available to those living in Norway. It’s called ‘Folket som forsvant’ and I’ve seen it, to me very interesting and thought provoking.
Venus in Cancer (cancerian Venus) in 11th house, the house of friendships, society and community. In my case it’s related to my love of family research and our ethnic origins, I’m a proud Kven and I’m a member of Norske Kveners Forbund and also of ‘samemanntallet’ so I can vote for politicians in Sametinget/Norwegian Sami Parliament elections every 4 years this year (2025) there is elections in both Stortinget and Sametinget.
Mars in Libra (Libran Mars) in 2nd/second house and I like pretty things in my environment and being comfortable physically and emotionally. I value fairness and harmony and I absolutely resent people disrespect my posessions. All I can say is the bullies knew how to make me very upset and in tears.
Jupiter in Libra also in 2nd/second house, in weak conjunction with Mars. I believe in balance, harmony and justice and I want to meaningfully fight for the underdogs. I indulge on beauty and believe in a pantheism based spirituality.
I like to be introspective and contemplate reality and dreams. I have a strong vivid imagination and movie-like dreams with grandiose settings sometimes. Other times they are quite depraved and strange, but they are not often nightmares. I need plenty time by myself to feel normal and be relatively sane. I’m diagnosed with schizophrenia with mood disorder or schizoaffective disorder. I’m also diagnosed with an autism spectrum condition; in particular Asperger syndrome.
My Uranus/Neptune conjunction is in of course Capricorn like all others Millenial generation currently alive and in my case in 5th house, the house of creative expressive work and also romantic feelings. I’m same-gender preferring and I don’t feel it’s wrong to be lesbian or bisexual in any way. I love writing and not to mention my strong passion for music! I love listening to music and sometimes I’m actually making songs in my dreams, it’s with my values of harmony, sound impression and spirituality together. I need the different lyrics because it’s literally the way my mind works; I think in lyrics.
I like recreational drinking and especially alcohol-containing cider and alcopop. I also like energy drinks a lot combined with the alcohol. I’m a former heavy user of both of the beverages. My father has poly-drug substance addictions; including alcohol, medications and illegal drugs.
Some songs with meaning to me:
Three Days Grace ‘I Hate Everything About You’ and ‘Animal’
Bullet for my Valentine ‘Waking the Demon’ and ‘All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)’
Children of Bodom ‘Are You Dead Yet’ and ‘In Your Face’
Puddle of Mudd ‘Psycho’
Soundgarden ‘Black Hole Sun’
Nirvana ‘Lithium’ and ‘Smells Like Teen Spirit’
Pearl Jam ‘Even Flow’ and ‘Jeremy’
Ran-D ‘My Way’ and ‘Shut Up’
Headhunterz ‘The Power of the Mind’ and ‘Psychedelic’
Metallica ‘Until it Sleeps’ and ‘Nothing Else Matters’
Satyricon ‘The Pentagram Burns’ and ‘K.I.N.G.’
Neilio ‘Way Beyond’ and ‘Obsession’
Okay, I could list so many more but these are some of the emotions represented on inside and lyrics within my basic level way of perception and thoughts.
Thanks for the read, fellow terrestrial ❤
cloudB 